Taking my breath away..

I love moments when God takes my breath away!! He did this morning during worship time and yep even when it involves the ugly cry face thingy that happens:) Seriously, though a song that I had'nt heard before was passionately sang and I just wept and let the words sink into my core. The worship leader shared a little of her own pain with having to grieve the absence of something in her life and how we all have had our circumstances in life that have caused us to grieve a loss. As I stood there, a movie played out in my head of all of the things I have grieved and continue to grieve over and then came the tears......I realize that grieving my losses in unhealthy ways has caused even more pain for me along with loneliness, isolation, depression, insecurities......well, it's a pretty long ugly list.
Not much more to say because this song is straight from the Word!!!!!!!! Song is "Made me Glad" by Hillsong and without a doubt has moved to the top of my ipod playlist!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Py4tgG-VteQ

I will bless the Lord forever
I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
He has set my feet upon a rock
I will not be moved
And I'll say of the Lord

You are my shield
My strength
My portion
Deliverer
My shelter
Strong tower
My very present help in time of need

Whom have I in heaven but You
There's none I desire besides You
You have made me glad
And I'll say of the Lord

You are my shield
My strength
My portion
Deliverer
My shelter
Strong tower
My very present help in time of need




And then God did it again,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Yes, I am referring to the Colts winning today's game and now they are Superbowl bound baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't help it, I get soooooooooooooooooooooo very homesick when I watch them play and see all the blue and white sweatshirts, faces painted blue and white, all the fans cheering them on and that absolutely gorgeous stadium on the tv. This should be where I start impressing you with my football talk and sounding like I know what I mean when I say interception, huddle, kickoff, punt, field goal, safety, onside kick....... but seriously, i talk about a football game like Madea tells a Bible story!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! btw, please see I can do bad all by myself by Tyler Perry!!!!! It will make you, laugh, cry and laugh some more:)
Born and raised in Indianapolis was nothing exciting at all whatsoever! There is more than corn in Indiana and they have given downtown Indy circle a modern makeover the past few years and it's actually becoming a beautiful city. Does'nt matter though, cornfields on every side, horrific winters, tornadoes in spring, humidity as hot as u know where in the summer it will ALWAYS be my home and my heart will ALWAYS skip a beat when I see Manning and Colts on the big screen! GO COLTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!